Learned early this morning that 3rd embryo didn't make it. Man, these things are sure delicate. Amazing that any of them actually end up creating real babies! We've now gone through 68 eggs to get just 2 viable embryos....We had hoped to have "leftovers" to put in the freezer, but we are holding the vision that these 2 will take and that's all we need...and will be able to handle!
By a fluke, ended up seeing "Jack and Jill" last night...comedy about 2 twins...kind of ironic that we ended up in that movie the day we transferred our 2 little embyros. Then, saw a set of twins at the grocery store today. Are these signs? We certainly weren't going for twins, but if that is the plan, we are on board. Remind me of that 9 months down the road!
It's hard not to worry about what's happening with them. Driving myself crazy researching various things on the Internet....as if that would matter. Moreso this round than any other, I have to just keep reminding myself that I am not in control and that what is meant to be, will be. If God and the Universe want us to have these babies, we will. If not, we won't. Not really anything either of can do to influence the outcome. On one hand, that sucks. And, on the other, it's a relief. Just trying to keep trusting that all of this is happening for some amazing reason that we are not privy to just yet.
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