Just A Waiting Game

9 days post-retrieval and 5 days until pregnancy test....man this sucks! Every day is spent wondering, "yes or no"? Some days I "feel" pregnant and others not, even though I know technically, I shouldn't feel anything at this point. Every little twinge in my body makes me wonder if it has something to do with the babies. I keep having this "knowing" feeling, but I'm also afraid that it could just be false hope that I'm feeling. And, I keep thinking its twins this time too. Wow, what a miracle that would be. Anxious for Monday's results and have to just keep letting the thinking and wondering go and trusting that everything is unfolding just as it should. Trusting that this is all part of the plan. That whether I am or not, it's meant to be. To quote my favorite bible verse as it comes to mind as I type this: "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11