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Sunday, February 12, 2012

Devastated Again...

One day til pregnancy test, but no real reason to take it. Started with brown spotting on Friday night and has gotten progressively worse...we've lost another set of babies. How can this be???? We've now flushed $50K down the toilet...literally...I am in shock. I've always thought I'd be a mother and now I feel like it just was never meant to be. WHY????????????????????????????
Don't even know where to go from here. I guess all the years of hoping, praying, believing....did me absolutely no good. I had a dream and believed in it and never gave up hope....for what? All it did was leave me feeling more hopeless than ever. What did this positive attitude get me? Nothing! Absolutely nothing! Except a huge financial debt.

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