All hope was lost when I went to the bathroom at 3:30 today and the toilet filled with bright red, fresh blood. Seriously??? I had a sneaking suspicion all morning as I was experiencing cramps that were oddly resembling period cramps. Have been bleeding fairly heavily ever since. Baby Daddy still has a glimmer of hope, but I think he is in denial. I know it's all just happening, but I can't help but already think about what next???? Do we try a 3rd time? Invest another $15K that we don't have? Try a donor egg? Donor embryo? Adoption? Or just forget it all? Seems really difficult to accept that I was not meant to be a mother to my own child. Do I give up on that dream that I've held for so long???????????????????????????????????????????????
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