Baby???

41 eggs retrieved, 20 mature eggs, 10 embryos, 5 embryos via 2 transfers and maybe 1 baby....

HCG test on Sunday revealed pregnancy with HCG at 39.8....doc says they like to see that initial number greater than 50....we were told to remain "cautiously optimistic" and to come back in 3 days to see how HCG level has changed. UGH! I can't tell you how tired I am of this up and down and waiting....it's getting to be quite ridiculous at this point. Why does this process have to be so darn difficult?

Now, in the last 24+ hours, I've started spotting...have scoured the Internet yet again for what this might mean and have come out the other side not any clearer than when I began. Could be signs of miscarriage, could be normal. This is crap....

Why? What is the point of all this???