No HCG...no pregnancy...no babies...
I think I knew on Friday...I just didn't want to believe it.
I am so extremely sad that our adorable little embryos didn't make it. I don't even have words to describe the level of disappointment I feel. All of the grief stages at once - ok, mainly anger and sadness at this point...with sprinkles of denial and acceptance. WHY????
Do we try another IVF cycle? I am just kicking myself that we didn't purchase the multi-plan or refund program. We just had so much hope and faith that the 1st time would work. Cannot believe we spent $22K and have nothing to show for it. Nothing. Nothing, but the memory of a long rollercoaster ride that ended up falling off the tracks completely.
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