Tomorrow is the big day...

Roughly 14 hours until we find out if we are finally parents this time....Baby Daddy keeps asking if I think I'm pregnant....really don't know this time...sometimes I think yes, sometimes no. I want to believe I am, but just can't tell. Only symptom is really sore boobies - but I think that could be from the estrogen and progesterone too. No spotting or bleeding yet, which I am taking to be a good sign since I know I had some pre-beta test spotting at least one of the other times. Funny how all the details run together now - can't remember what happened when for the previous 3 cycles. I'm nervous for tomorrow - want the answer to be a yes, but am scared of it being no. Every time I think about it, I try to just keeping telling myself that it is up to God and it is completely out of my control. I doesn't matter how much I want it, wish it or believe it to be true. It will only be if it is meant to be. Will know tomorrow.