Craziness Continues

Yesterday there was no doubt in my mind that we had lost the babies, but went for pregnancy test anyways. We had hoped and prayed for a miracle and got it today when nurse called and said HCG level was 109! What? How? Felt numb...couldn't even feel excited after the ordeal of the weekend...immediately dropped to my knees and thanked God for the miracle though. Bleeding continues however. Every time I go to the bathroom I am scared at what I might find. It's madness really.