Here we are...5 months post-miscarriage (hard to believe that much time has gone by) and we are about to start our 3rd IVF cycle. We've been on this journey for well over a year now...never thought we would still be at Square 1 at this point.
We've started each cycle with a different set of emotions. This one seems to be a mix of hope and hesitancy. We never imagined we would go through 41 eggs and 10 embryos with no success. That's the equivalent of 3.5 years of trying. Wow! I want to be hopeful and think positively and at the same time am scared to have too much hope, for the fall from hope is so painful.
I think I am closer to acceptance of "what will be, will be" this time. It's really up to God. Medical science alone has not worked up to this point. What we really need is a miracle. We ask and pray for that miracle and trust in God's answer.
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